What is it about love and the like that captures my attention? Maybe my desire for love is misconstrued and sexual venom... I don't understand why I attract what I do. Now, I just don't want to attract anyone. I'm so discontented. I'm aloud to say that right? My heart feels heavy.
It's such a fickle matter and every ounce of my being wants to be loved fully and completely. I don't like the emptiness I feel in my heart. Time to turn off the love songs and just let my mind float, I guess.
I want every man with a "friend", "boo thang","cuddy buddy","girlfriend","fiancee","wife" or anything of the like to disqualify yourself. Just leave me all the way alone bc I don't want someone else's love. I don't want the responsibility of waiting for your heart. I don't want the stress of questioning and wondering.
If you aren't available,don't make yourself so. This also goes for anyone known as "trouble". Don't invite me to readings from the book of Orgasm, 1st chapter, 69th verse. I have nothing left to give in this area. I'm depleted. No giveaways. I'm rebuilding and I need time and space.
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